Goodbye FATHEADED KEVIN...Hello Milestone

I am getting super close to being under 300 pounds for the first time in over 7 years...and most importantly for only the second time ever in my adult life. I am very excited. I SHOULD TOTALLY CELEBRATE WITH a late night romp at Jack in the Box with an ultimate cheeseburger....NOT. What makes me different then the old "fatheaded kevin"(those how i refer to my old corrupted mind) is that I realize that it's just the next step in being healthy forever and I still have a long way to go, so let's just keep focused on my ultimate goal which is some sort of healthy weight around 225 pounds. I've always thought KEVIN JAMES and 300POUNDS went hand in hand...kinda like Hasselhoff and Baywatch. It's how I've always seen myself from the inside(does that even make sense???)...no matter if I was 285 or 385! I just thought...I weigh 300 pounds(285 on drivers license)> The funny thing is for the first time in my life I am starting to see myself from the inside as being 225....quite frankly...I"M SEXY. I feel like I am healthy and I am 225...I look in the mirror naked and certainly realize that I am still 300 pounds(dim lights only)...but as my mother used to say it's whats on the inside that counts. OH MAN how true is that...moms do know best...It's what's on the inside that counts...when the inside you wants something different...it will happen! Goodbye to FATHEADED KEVIN...I think I need a new nickname....?